Just wanted to say-

I just wanted to say, that I can listen to his music again.  Seeing his face, I get these fleeting surreal sensations- like it never happened.  He didn’t die.  That I am still going through school, just catching up on the latest songs I can find on Youtube, in between cups of lattes, hours of procrastination, and the glare of a Microsoft word document- mid essay.

This was the song I posted the Christmas of 2012, before the video got removed.  I had used it to lift my spirits.

And funny thing is, whenever I think of him now, I call him by first name.  Why is that?  I don’t know.  

But it feels right.  Close.



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