this article is incredible. i felt this way too. because for the first time in my life during these last 8-12 months, i would say things to my mom like, “don’t worry, i’ll make it to ________ b/c i have you booked into my calendar.” or i would say something to e like, “the reason i’m able to see you is b/c someone cancelled on me so now i have an opening.” and in general, i would say to the people i love that i needed to schedule them into my life.
something is seriously effed. up. with me. and this type of life.