i was feeling really down today. i have a class tonight with some sides that that i don’t think i have mastered, that i’m not very good at.
in truth, i haven’t practiced enough.
and in even greater truth, i am often hit with doubt. i could feel it in my head, on my shoulders.
i received a note that class was cancelled today, and i was relieved. but then a second note came out half hour later – they found a sub. and i am sad again. i want to take a nap.
i looked up “feeling discouraged” on youtube and found this. he is wonderful. i haven’t become totally enlightened, but i understand his message. i have found encouragement.
i am grateful.
the moment is where the magic is.